KT YouTube Channel

on Mar 20, 2019

Hi Everyone! So I’ve had a YouTube channel for a bit that I really have not done much with except some silly things with Facebook over the years, or used as a way to privately send videos for some classes I have taught. BUT, I’m feeling the call to start sharing a bit more and I think that video may be the way I share a chunk of it.  I will still write, as well as linking some things here I would guess, but for those who have interest in checking out what I will be sharing on YouTube, here is the channel. I suppose at some point I should pull all of this together and create a hub website. For now, here it is, another avenue of KT Love: Kori Tolbert YouTube And here is the link to one of the first videos of this chapter.  

Round 3. Here we are…the beginning of the end of my MAC dance.

on Mar 8, 2019

After a whole lot of thought, questions, research, and deliberation, and then finally just going with what my gut said…. A word from KT on what’s now (and for the next year…ish…)  

Love and honoring in action, a little clip from St Joe’s this past January

on Mar 2, 2019

Hi guys, So as I said in my last note out to you all, there really was so much that I could, but have not shared yet, from this past hospital stay.  So many opportunities to really sink deeper into Self and Love.  There were some scary times, some beautiful times, some hard times, and also some times of release and ease.  They are all just moments really. So here’s one of them: This little clip actually came from a video message that I was sending to a friend.  It was towards the end of my stay, so although you’ll still see me hooked up to my friend IV (I didn’t name the pole this time, but he was formerly known as Tubey McTubeface), I was doing much better at this point.  I think it was about two days before I went home. I wanted to share because I feel like it’s a sweet little testament to the beauty that can unfold when we see, honor, and hear each other. In...

Belated Hospital Note from Jan 23, 2109

on Feb 8, 2019

There was a lot that happened this past hospital stay. A lot that I did not share publicly that I thought I might share later.  Or not. I picked my journal back up today and reread pieces. I decided to share a little bit, a few glimpses into that time. Here’s one: 1/23 It’s good they put the date on the wall.  Otherwise I wouldn’t know.  Tired.  Hyper-oxygenated maybe.  Metaneb to the rescue.  Shaking.  Cold from meds.  Maybe just shaking with the freedom of Life.  Maybe normally I would get scared and shut it down, the shaking, but today I can just stay.  Be with It. The perfect circumstances creating the perfect thing- to pop. My bubble is popping , maybe if there’s even such a thing as a bubble.  Nothing is needed. I felt the knowingness of Freedom this morning.  I don’t have to be afraid.  Of This. Just let it all fall apart.  I’m am…...

Crazy Ass Snowman Love Flowers

on Dec 27, 2018

It’s Jib Jab season in the Tolberty household. It’s that time of  year where I get to make cartoons out of us and share it with our friends and family, like it or not. It’s just normally a fun silly way to spread cheer.  I probably watch them the most laughing my head off hahahaha. The one I picked this year was not even actually my favorite, not a great song or funny mouth movements, although I do have to say that this shot IS pretty funny: I tried on all sorts of goofy ones, but in the end, it was this one that won. Here’s why: I felt the resonance with this silly little cartoon. I could feel it as this perfect little parabole for our recent life. I could feel the resonance with the seemingly “big stuff” that has loomed. The scary stuff where the automatic response can be, “Shit!  Run!!”. I felt MAC.  I felt me putting the smile on the...

Time With Earth Momma

on Dec 21, 2018

Rick and I took a much needed drive to the foot hills yesterday. It’s been a long stretch. After a short hike in, I got to sit, and then lay, on the earth again. I just let myself sink into her.  Rest. There is nothing quite like feeling my back softening into Her. My breath softens.  My heart softens, opens to Her, which is such a beautiful part of the All. I went with the intention of listening. It’s so quiet.  So beautifully quiet. And so after a little indulging in the privilege of laying on the ground and just being held, I asked. I asked her if there was anything she wanted me to know, to hear before I heading back to the city again. I felt Her well up in me.  In my heart. I felt her say that she is here no matter if my back is actually on her or not. I felt the benefit of feeling this, breathing this daily. So in honoring and remembering, here I am this morning,...

Continuum… Fluid Life…Freedom drops.

on Dec 15, 2018

I dove for the first time today since my last lung bleed.  Staying the course.Staying the course.    Finally, I begin to open to what so naturally and effortlessly comes through once I just get past the damned patterning.  Stay the course. Stay the course.  Life is here. All you need to do is open the door for it to emerge.  Sound sound sound sound. Pause.Listen.  I am rewarded. I feel a stirring in my toes.Lotus’s bloom out of the arches of my feet…my hands… my heart space.  The noticing in the toes. Yes. Go back. Let the ripple open up. In the noticing the whole body is now opening the windows for the ride. Filling, filling, awakening to it’s birthright. Life. Theta’s open to cave wind…third eye comes alive… a window… a vortex…an awakening… a wave.  Water. Fresh water. No chlorine needed here. Awakening.  Chest opening,...


on Dec 11, 2018

God took their clothes off this morning,To sit and remember the morning Sun.How lucky am I,That I got to watch and remember, we are One.