Listening, Loving, Honoring

on Apr 18, 2021

I’ve been doing some healing work. In one of my “sessions” in the tub the other day I asked myself the question, “What am I planting now?”. Here’s what came: Relationship with my womb… for me. One of listening, communion, safety, trust. I’m building trust now by even taking the time to do this. Making the time for a bath when I need a break, instead of pushing through and getting out to get groceries. I’m building trust and faith that when I take the time to listen, what needs to will get done. I’m also intentionally connecting my heart to my womb. They have operated, or not operated, separately for some time. I am cultivating safety and pleasure and strength in my system. I am listening, loving, honoring. Suddenly, with this acknowledgement I see pink petals appear and begin to wrap around my womb.  I see green, bright green,...

A Bird In The Birdbath, In The Rain.

on Jun 15, 2017

Coming through some incredibly challenging weeks in the medical system. Last night, this meant responding to e-mails until after 11:30 and then up all night with mind, with anger, perhaps a more accurate description is frustration mixed with disappointment.  There has been much I have not shared, I think it could actually potentially be beneficial to share once I can in terms of making, at least our local system, better.  And right now I do not have the “juice”. After about 1 hour of sleep, I think around 2am, I re-awoke to more mind, more frustration.  I could feel my body buzzing with something(s)…anger, what to do next, other places where I feel anger, the ridiculousness of what I have witnessed, the voice that I keep in line in order to be polite and respectful that actually just wants to scream.  I could not turn this buzz off.  The cough was there, kept going,...