Ok, here’s the deal: I got some tough news a number of weeks ago about MAC potentially being in my life again. I made some choices around that including not putting my energy into that being true because, well, because I felt there was good reason not to. I made the choice to pour myself into the miraculous possibilities of my body and world instead. Since then there have been a few sobering convos and meetings with my docs. More tests, some still on going, and more to come. Unfortunately, I found out Thursday, there is further confirmation that the results were not a fluke (which I and my whole team were thinking and rooting for). There are some proposed approaches that are frankly pretty hard to stomach right now. There are many unanswered questions. I am doing my best to address those, explore many different angles, and keep my focus on what works and what is possible. The...