Time With Earth Momma

on Dec 21, 2018

Rick and I took a much needed drive to the foot hills yesterday. It’s been a long stretch. After a short hike in, I got to sit, and then lay, on the earth again. I just let myself sink into her.  Rest. There is nothing quite like feeling my back softening into Her. My breath softens.  My heart softens, opens to Her, which is such a beautiful part of the All. I went with the intention of listening. It’s so quiet.  So beautifully quiet. And so after a little indulging in the privilege of laying on the ground and just being held, I asked. I asked her if there was anything she wanted me to know, to hear before I heading back to the city again. I felt Her well up in me.  In my heart. I felt her say that she is here no matter if my back is actually on her or not. I felt the benefit of feeling this, breathing this daily. So in honoring and remembering, here I am this morning,...

Continuum… Fluid Life…Freedom drops.

on Dec 15, 2018

I dove for the first time today since my last lung bleed.  Staying the course.Staying the course.    Finally, I begin to open to what so naturally and effortlessly comes through once I just get past the damned patterning.  Stay the course. Stay the course.  Life is here. All you need to do is open the door for it to emerge.  Sound sound sound sound. Pause.Listen.  I am rewarded. I feel a stirring in my toes.Lotus’s bloom out of the arches of my feet…my hands… my heart space.  The noticing in the toes. Yes. Go back. Let the ripple open up. In the noticing the whole body is now opening the windows for the ride. Filling, filling, awakening to it’s birthright. Life. Theta’s open to cave wind…third eye comes alive… a window… a vortex…an awakening… a wave.  Water. Fresh water. No chlorine needed here. Awakening.  Chest opening,...

August 11th, 2017 Instructions From Love.

on Sep 27, 2017

Go go go go go… Further back. Further back beyond, before. Know This. Here there is no fever, no pain. Here there is only Awareness, aware of all the manifestations of itself. Just aware. Find This. Stay. Put your attention here for a bit. It’s ok if the world around falls apart. It’s ok. It’s ok. Don’t worry. You don’t have to hold it together. You see my love, it was never as real as what I am showing you now anyways. Love, LOVE.  

People Knowing Love May 11, 2017

on May 11, 2017

Ok, let’s use tonight’s time to talk about the fact that YOU ARE A MIRACLE.   Regardless of who you are or what you are doing, feeling, saying, or not saying, the fact that “you” exist as “you”  in this very moment is nothing short of a freaking miracle.  Do you hear me?  YOUR EXISTENCE AS YOU IS A MIRACLE.   According to Dina Spector of Business Insider, “The probability of you existing at all comes out to 1 in 102,685,000  — yes, that’s a 10 followed by 2,685,000 zeroes!” This is only one figure (there are several other similar figures using different specific formulas), but what is clear is the fact that you, being born as you, is a pretty significant feat. Using this particular statistic that means that there is only a 1 in 102,685,000  chance that the universe aligned in just such a way that you could exist.   The odds that the...

People Knowing Love 1

on Apr 20, 2017

I started an offering on Thursday evenings back in January.   I called this offering “People Knowing Love”.  The point was to offer weekly explorations of Life out to our community. The intention was that each week we would come together and explore a different aspect of Love/Life/Grace and see what shined through. Each night was unique. What remained the same was that I was pointing to what’s “Here” and available and people seemed to have their own experience of That. Who am I and why would I offer this?  I have been looking into different teachings, teachers, spiritual and energetic explorations since I was 12 (before, but consciously).  More seriously since age 19, locally, around the country, and around the world.  (More about that in another post.) These evening offerings came about because I felt like it was time to start sharing some of this.  So...